Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Should I be back to blogging in my mid twenties?


It has been a very long break from this blog. I am currently heading towards a different direction in life, having different purposes to look forward every morning. Oh wait i should correct this, it is not different, but more. Yup. That is what it is. More directions and more purposes.

There are so many things happen while I took the time off. My beloved grandma passed away at the end of Ramadhan. My sis-in-law is already in the third trimester of pregnancy. My baby bunnies all grown up, already having third batch of their children. I am a proud grandma (and a bad one cause i sold them kids).

I had also moved to a different city, JB. But every other day i will still miss the business of KL. And ironically the people and the food. Weird. Years spent in KL I had always been complaining the pricey food, the selfish people, the dirty apartments. Always saying and longing that i will be back to my hometown and so proud of it. Well JB isn't exactly my hometown but i used to be so fond of it. Now that i am living the reality, it hits me. It does not always take where you are born to feel at home. it is where you are most comfortable, most relaxed, and definitely most happy.

For now, i really miss KL. maybe its the lack of time to spend and get to know Johor that i haven't found the meaning of this place to me. Maybe not the time yet.

Image from Tumblr.

Thursday, December 19, 2013


Another new year is coming..
Every few seconds passed by i wonder, when Qiamat happen, where will i be placed?... 

Cameron highland, nov 2013.

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

List of places i want to go

Ultimately being a muslim, Mecca is that one place we all want to go right? Me too. When i small i dream of being able to support my grandma for a second trip to perform her hajj, but seeing her condition it would be better she just perform umrah. I pray for her good health and long age everyday so this dream cn come true :)

Secondly if i can get to have 1 month long break and just escape, i want to discover southeast asia. I have always been proud being asian, and i want to treasure all those that even the british and americans learn to appreciate.

Other places that attracts me are all the islands; Maldives, small islands in Lombok, philippines, the great reef in australia. There is no stopping in choosing an island to go to. Other than the hot weather i totally love being in an island.

Korea and Japan are the countries that attracts me for their culture and people.

The most powerful escape that i had dream and dream since i discover this place, machu pichu in Peru. I came to know about this when i was googling about wonders of the world, and knowing that there was a civilization on top of mountains left me in awe.

Just one day, either alone, in tour groups, or with partner; i will be there. :)

Friday, September 27, 2013

Some days

Some days.
I just want things to be normal. to be like how it is supposed to be.
But, how?
I don't know.

Some days.
I'm in a car. I am listening to my surrounding. The radio, the traffic.
But my mind is in front of an open sea. with a cup of tea, with a book in hand, with a blanket over me.

Some days.
I just laid flat. I am tired. I can't speak. I don't want to speak.
I don't want to think.

Some days.
I want to talk to all the people i know. I want to laugh. I want to cuddle.

Some days.
I just want me. I want my body. I want my soul. I want my mind.

Being old is empowering. Being old is tiring.